Dissolu Memoirs

Cocoa here! 22 year old in human years. I'm a spirit on a human experience and this is all apart of my journey. I'm an artist and a writer who suffers from depression and insanity. I'm a philosopher and self proclaimed genius. I am of the universe is me.

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Eleanor & Park
Just finished reading this a few minutes ago. So beautiful.

Always how I feelFollow me I follow back.
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Seriously I won’t be able to.
October 20, 2014 / 0 notes

I don’t need you everyday but I want you right now. Sometimes I don’t want you at all but my need for you is bigger. I hope distance will understand us.

October 20, 2014 / 1 note

There’s a difference between wanting to and having to.
I want to give us distance to see what blossoms in between
Spiral into something that’s passionate and sturdy.
I want to give you all of me but can’t tell if you’re worthy.
Crying turns to laughter like romantic love scenes.
I want to see only your eyes and hear only your name,
Like mixing your soul all in my dreams.
I want to unbind one another and fall apart at the seems.
There’s a difference between having to and wanting to.
I have to love me first so I can love you better.
Build skyscrapers in my soul to reach my own light.
I have to be strong for you and I but fight my own fight.
Survive any horror, withstand any weather.
I have to believe in you, give you every chance.
Keep faith in you, just keep faith in me too.
I know the difference between desire and duty.
Sometimes I don’t want to.
Sometimes I can’t tell and that is the beauty.

October 20, 2014 / 735,198 notes

do you ever want to punch yourself in the face for liking someone a lot

Lately every fucking day. Sigh… Follow me I follow back. le-blackbunny
October 20, 2014 / 2 notes

I entrust my soul to my child.
She’ll be the one to teach the world how to smile.
Secrets of the universe spoken all through her,
In a reality where no one is listening.
Its all to simple, they can’t pay attention.
They covered with lies they’ve all been conditioned.
So I’ve decided to learn through my child.
She’ll be my strength when the world gone wild.
To teach me things I could’ve never learned on my own.
Like addressing this life and setting the tone.
If my heart is with her then there’s no place like home.

October 18, 2014 / 4 notes

I can always tell when I’m headed nowhere real fast,
Because my body is still but my spirit is shaking.
And I feel like a fool as I sit here to keep waiting.
And my mind is tired because my heart keeps pacing.
I hate this feeling for all the reasons I love it.
Taken for granted by the one that I covet,
Only in a matter of time.
I need to run but don’t want to hide.
And trust me its not a matter of pride.
Its uninhabitable, where these emotions reside.
And eventually love and turmoil collides.

(Follow me I follow back le-blackbunny)

October 18, 2014 / 3 notes

I have this incredible headache and I can imagine it only going away by tasting your lips.
The pain relieved while laying in your embrace.
Exchanging long and dreamy glances.
Colorful laughter in between long pauses of adoration.
I want to get lost together but not forever,
Just long enough to find something real.

October 17, 2014 / 1 note

I miss you so much its to the point that it’s making me miserable.
I just hug you, maybe even kiss you.
I really just want to fucking see you.

October 17, 2014 / 0 notes

I’m just here waiting.
Like a headache deep in my brain,
Missing you had become painful and the romance had just started.
I need your presence to relieve all this frustration.
Nothing’s any fun when you’re not here.

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